breaking up and moving on…
Just a few m0nths ag0 my honey and I broke up. We’ve been through a lot of trials in 0ur 4 years 0f relationship until 0ne day she decided t0 break up with me. I didn’t kn0w h0w t0 react 0n this matter.
Actually, I was the 0ne wh0 insisted that we already need t0 break up. With all the fights and arguments that we’ve had, she finally gave up and t0ld me that we needed “space”; space t0 think if we both want t0 fix this relationship 0r g0 0n with separate ways.
It feels like my heart was shattered int0 pieces. I cried s0 terribly and I g0t s0 depressed that I didn’t want t0 eat anym0re. It was really hard f0r me t0 sleep at night because she used t0 be at my side and n0w she’s g0ne.
I can’t blame her. Maybe she g0t fed up with me because I’ve bec0me overprotective and t00 jealous with her new friends and c0-nurses that I w0uldn’t want her t0 g0 0ut with them. T00 bad it was already late when I’ve realized that it was all my fault. 
Then 0ne day in mid-August 0f this year she received an 0ffer t0 w0rk abr0ad as a nurse. Everything just happened s0 fast that she’s presently w0rking in Saudi Arabia f0r alm0st 2 m0nths n0w.
It was really hard f0r me t0 lose s0me0ne like her. 0n the day 0f her flight, I gave her my goodbye letter and t0ld her that with all that’s happening in 0ur relationship, I am still in love with her and I will keep 0n waiting until my apology will be accepted.
Then after two weeks she called me and t0ld me that she already accepted my apology. She even t0ld me that she misses me m0re than ever. She realized that everything was just a misunderstanding and this relationship needs a sec0nd chance. 0n that day we rec0ncile and just a few days fr0m n0w…. we’re ab0ut t0 celebrate 0ur 4 years and 5 m0nths 0f 0ur relationship. 
Advance happy monthsary honey… I love you so much…
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